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Kimberly Nicole Johnson
- Jan 24, 2018
- 3 min
No Apologizes for Grieving
Anxiety or Panic I think I had a mini anxiety attack or was it panic? I don’t know the difference, however; what I do know is that I was
Sometimes I think I have it all in order when the truth of the matter is that I am truly grieving the loss of my husband. I have also finally admitted out loud that this is going to be a long road. Does that mean I will have a ton of bad days? No, it means that I will have good and not so good moments of each day. I am a grieving widow and
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