I heard these words so very clearly this morning Obedience & Faith, Trust & Obey! I have been laying low because I needed to hear God with crystal clear prec...

Saturday, October 12th, 2019 around 10 pm is when it happened, let me back up and explain. Earlier that day I was extremely busy because I had a speaking eng...

I talk a lot about being in the moments which means to fully experience each second intentionally and purposefully. It means to not worry about what’s next b...

Life……… I hear God saying “Don’t play small and don’t get comfortable because what I am doing in your life is going to require you being uncomfortable” “Stop...

Him: “I was mad at you after Devan transitioned because I thought you changed” Me: You were mad at me because my world as I knew it was suddenly & unexpected...

The Process I just celebrated on July 25, what would’ve been 20 years married to My Devan. I woke up feeling numb yet very peaceful. Each and every morning a...

Summer Time Driving around in my car with the roof open listening to Beyonce new cd in June the second day of summer. However, someone is missing and that so...

I think a part of me thought I would not be in as much pain as I have been in since the very beginning of 2018. Honestly, this has been a very painful 6 mont...

I stayed with my sister and brother Stace & Beng house last night I have a hard time sleeping at home alone especially these past months. Devan came in a dre...

Monday……. I woke up so very grateful and thankful knowing that all is well with me and everything pertaining to my life. So how did fear, doubt, and worry cr...

JUST BE Today is February 13, 2018, and for me, that means that it’s been 506 days being a widow and without My Devan. I tossed and turned all night long whi...

Anxiety or Panic I think I had a mini anxiety attack or was it panic? I don’t know the difference, however; what I do know is that I was fine one minute and 
Sometimes I think I have it all in order when the truth of the matter is that I am truly grieving the loss of my husband. I have also finally admitted out loud that this is going to be a long road. Does that mean I will have a ton of bad days? No, it means that I will have good and not so good moments of each day. I am a

The Beginning I have been in Tampa, Fl since New Year’s Eve. It was imperative for me to wake up here because this is what I did at the end of 2016 going int...

This blog post may seem a bit all over the place, however; bare with me. I have a lot of thoughts in my mind at this moment. As I sit in my condo looking out...

We have 19 days left in this year and I must admit time flew by yet at the same time moved slowly. I have been having some rough moments a lot more, I’ve rea...

What about our Children?? When my husband left this world my life as I knew it instantly changed. Not only did my life change but my boy’s lives have been fo...

GOD, I trust you so much I have many days and moments when I am just in a trance. I walk moment by moment. Sometimes I don’t know what to say, so I say nothi...

Today is Monday, October 23, 2017, and it’s been raining all day. I don’t like when it rains sometimes, especially since the seasons are beginning to change....